So what?
The past few days have been crazy. Starting school, moving in, transitioning into a new schedule and social role, etc. Being a normal college student is much harder than being a missionary. As a missionary, your life is regulated and your purpose is very clear. I learned a lot in the past 18 months, but I have found that as I am adjusting back to being a normal person, some of the good habits I gained are starting to fade. And I don't want that to happen!
Now what?
Luckily, on my mission I learned that not reaching your goals the first time is not the end of the world. Each new day is another day to do better. I am more resolved to stick to the plans I have made for this semester. I know that I am in control of my habits and schedule. As I keep working at it, I can keep moving forward instead of sliding back into the comfort of who I used to be. I will make plans, set goals, and accomplish what I need to. I won't be perfect at it, but I am more resolved to simply try.
My old roommate just returned from his mission as well. I can empathize with you. He was telling me how shocking it was to be back and thrown right into school again. On a different not, I enjoyed not only the content of your blog but also the clever tie ins, like the travel themed background and quote. I think it is important to specify that you are a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. Even though this might seem unnecessary because you know exactly who your audience is, it would still be beneficial for you to put this in.
ReplyDeleteIt's interesting to hear the struggle of a returned missionary. I've seen the coming back blues, but never understood them. It's cool to read about your intention to get back on track with school and regular, yet, unpredictable life. I guess my suggestion to you is to have fun, love the unpredictable moments, and stop worrying about the normal. Just live life. What did your mission teach you? What knowledge can you bring into this "normal" lifestyle that the rest of us can't? Instead of trying to get comfortable, do uncomfortable things. Do things you've never done before. Like going to in-and-out burger at 2 in the morning with your wild roommates (yes, I'm experienced at this). You could also just go with the flow, and let school and life take course will you enjoy the world around you. :)
ReplyDeleteI haven't been on a mission so I can only imagine how different it must be to adjust to life once you've left the mission and returned to "normal life." I'm always impressed with how people seem to deal with the transition though, especially so soon after returning. My roommate just barely returned before Christmas and I know that I struggle with only a 2 week break between semesters, let alone mere days to prep for an entirely different kind of schedule and environment. I also like how you said that each day is a new day to do better because it's a new kind of attitude that I've been striving for lately too!
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